FIRE SEASON
Reading by David Lau
As part of the online project Nature as Infrastructure by The Winter Office
David Lau presents a poetry reading of one of his latest works, a multi-part poem called “Fire Season.” The reading, filmed in Santa Cruz, California, includes the scenes of the CZU Lightning Complex Fire with videography by Jake Thomas. The poem explores the overlapping fire, economic, and pandemic crises.
David Lau’s Paper Tigers: New Poems and Selected Prose, featuring recent poetry and critical writings on literature, politics, and film, will be published by Really Simple Syndication Press in April 2021.
FIRE SEASON
1
It was August, 2020. Used to pandemic sleeplessness, I lay awake at night looking out a window at the stars above Santa Cruz. Keeping extra quiet, I could almost hear the constellations kicking sparks against a nymph—then there was a sudden low sound like wind picking up. A rare fasting-moving, arcus roll cloud cut across the window and what followed was a dry lightning storm’s thousand strikes across the Santa Cruz Mountains with almost no precipitation. The lightning that trailed the roll cloud lasted until ten the following morning. The fires crept toward the University for a few days. We evacuated our neighborhood, driving to LA to find clear air. We returned to the intensest orange skies and smoke as fires erupted across the state. It was six weeks before I saw the stars again from a window. Unperturbed, they had that “glowing resonance beyond all meaning” (Jameson) of which Mallarmé’s ptyx sonnet provides a glimpse. This is time: this anecdote of vision—flight—return—vision; a collage of disconnected instances, death fears, loved and memorable features; cosmic, historical, surging in every instant.
2
Highway One scorched orange I breathed
embers many structures lost
commotion’s forms burned
after the two centuries of new
buildings and mass parties
framed to see us we’re left
with bootlegged dialectics spare parts
little town in the forest old motherboard
against the soft wheels new deck bombed Western
their odd-angled ships-in-bottles all but impractical
for here I stood
the broken-back counterpoint
with labor basso profundo
at the gates of the graveyard for rivers
nature’s infrastructures human industry
where the written wall blazed
Ahed Tamini-like appearance in the dry air
everyone hard with ash watched
the smoke come cover the Santa Cruz Mountains
it concentrated into emblems
fire lines backed up with flame retardants
amidst the cultural accelerants
dark hills had been green blue even now memory
combustible brown redwood matchsticks
beetle-hollowed out old clear-cut section
pasted with pamphlets and posters another
Heroes’ Hill all but unreachable esoteric
except with the ghost
column of Angolan fighters
reinforced by Cuban artillery Boony Doon
the life force it was
was surrounded in the last instance
all aflame flamboyant firenado
scandalous decadence against the wall
graffito now no snitches nephew
“Nothing is coming back here, from bad to worse, with fewer
businesses able to hang on.”
What is is going down
the nation displaced 37 million Middle East
the nation was fire owned killed
the Taco Bell on Pacific
its broken sign purple
with stinky Kush and a Food Not Bombs
table under a shade tent
you could not run these towns
true associations for the border
when the fire determined the nation
you forest man
teeth bead maker white whale chaser
the nothingness came here to press us
vamp-pie-are
there was everywhere
I was digging up Antigone
meanly wiping out the Godhead
the plenipotentiary lightning strikes
the Poet and Patriot
withdrew from production
I beach noir sea murder
organized chokepoints
of production wilder bobcats
controlled burns
a firing squad the kiln
skilled with otters
you then torch aloe
in mounded heights on the state’s property
As the fire came I
selected interferon
destroyer and preserver by missing some
remembering others I was wind-worn myself
In the upstairs window I saw Red Mars
Kropotkin’s desiccated planet night
Covid capitalism was toilet paper by the square
fear such a thing
*
I fell was back up riding a tiger across Asia
to disseminate the martial and financial arts
clichés obsolesced around us
I kept it local to the pods
half of all small business instantly gone
after the red decade since the financial crisis
just outside its gates in town
the nothing man
rode out with harriers against
the fetishized discourse mongers
fear death by card readers
I still have not internalized
the need for the state in unincorporated
Santa Cruz County City of Vernon
Salton Sea Tehachapi Tulare
the panic came fire invisible contagion
production dissolves nature into sums canned for the worker
the florescent lights of the Taco Bell marquee no sign
the human relation to nature is industry
the workers association was a bonded swerve
I hunted inseparable events
fire and disease were indivisible portions
David Lau is a California-based poet from Santa Cruz. Lau’s books of poetry are Virgil and the Mountain Cat and Still Dirty. His essays have appeared in New Left Review, Bookforum, and Boom: a Journal of California. He is co-editor of the literary journal Lana Turner.
Jake J. Thomas is a multimedia artist working out of Northern California.